After reading your explanation and on the very last line it seemed you are not a refugee (and angry for some reason after you acquired it) but just want to immigrate. so basically you're free to go back to your home country and loose your refugee and PR status since you dont need it at all. more of, forget about citizenship. Because the law is very clear about refugees are not advised to go back to their home country: http://yourlegalrights.on.ca/common-question/how-can-refugee-lose-their-status-canada My advice you can try to come back to Canada and immigrate through EE or FSW if you just want to reunite with your partner. keep us posted PS: why you want to sue Canadian government for your "distress" when Canada gave you a status that so many people need it the most (read: refugee) and in fact you signed all the application documents in the first place?