Being in school has helped me a lot. not just with this process but in general being away from the the love of my life for so long. I am doing my undergrad in physics and am very passionate about my studies. Maybe take up a course, or do something to keep you busy, something fulfilling. I still have my moments but I find I am compelled to keep my shit together because I have school I want to focus on. All the best you guys. Hope you find the strength to cope with all this.

breaks my heart reading your posts really does. Wish there was something I could do.