You didn't do basic research on the refugee process before coming here. I do appreciate your situation is very bad and this must be extremely stressful. However you have to be able to accept responsibility for your own actions. You have to decide what you will do next based on what you know now.canada is advertised to be a heaven on earth . but once here i realize too much bureaucracy and endless paperwork . also the shelter i was refered to is full . still waiting on work permit. i am 60 and sleeping in my car i came with though they wouldnt let me work even though i have a driving license.
i checked and social assistante is just 700$ i dont know if i can survive time will tell
thank you
Note you said you were 42 in your first post and will be 52 in 10 years when you expect to get Canadian citizenship.