Kingston,Jamaica

[NEIKA]

LMAO lol, that was hilarious Anada

 

[Anada]

LMAO lol, that was hilarious Anada

which one...dating a jamaican, or the finger in ur doodoo rap ?? LOL

 

[Anada]

for those couple on here who on my FB...i didnt delete nobody...I just gotta take a break from there!!...

maybe until my man gets here?? i know that prolly wont happen...but i feel messed up and mash up these days...and i just need a BREAK.

happy to be outta here in a couple weeks... but im not consume with joy, or even excitement...i just feel consumed. i really dont know how to feel anymore...PMS always gets the best of me...and its that time, soon time...i feel tired,emotional, confused, drained and like hiding awayyyyy from the cruel cold world.

kids are gone tomorrow evening for summer break...so ill just have no one to go home to other than emptiness....which is fine by me, that means i can sleep life away from earlier in the day. The inside of my body feels to kick and scream...and no not just because of this whole ordeal...but its always SOME ordeal...i used to be a very nice, HAPPY person at one time in life....but its been a LONG year....im going down to JA dead inside - hope my man has what it takes to change that...i believe he does, but thats just how out of it i feel.......i am genuinely happy for everyone thats getting though and rapidly...

 

[akinna]

Thanks Charlie.....I really need it.....I hope after I drop this off I dont have much off a long wait left.
and for those waiting trust me I feel your pain I have applied since last June..am still here waiting...me and my daughter.
I am so fustrated..sometimes I cry..am tired of being lonely.. ???
well lets hope we see some good news soon.
mu hubby comes in two weeks and he really tries to come as often as he can...but it's still not comforting to me.
to know that he is there and I am stuck here in Jamaica.



keep the faith guys.

 

[ready_fi_move_on]

for those couple on here who on my FB...i didnt delete nobody...I just gotta take a break from there!!...

maybe until my man gets here?? i know that prolly wont happen...but i feel messed up and mash up these days...and i just need a BREAK.

happy to be outta here in a couple weeks... but im not consume with joy, or even excitement...i just feel consumed. i really dont know how to feel anymore...PMS always gets the best of me...and its that time, soon time...i feel tired,emotional, confused, drained and like hiding awayyyyy from the cruel cold world.

kids are gone tomorrow evening for summer break...so ill just have no one to go home to other than emptiness....which is fine by me, that means i can sleep life away from earlier in the day. The inside of my body feels to kick and scream...and no not just because of this whole ordeal...but its always SOME ordeal...i used to be a very nice, HAPPY person at one time in life....but its been a LONG year....im going down to JA dead inside - hope my man has what it takes to change that...i believe he does, but thats just how out of it i feel.......i am genuinely happy for everyone thats getting though and rapidly...

i feel you my girl i knwo jsut what you are going through ...... hopefull this feeling will pass cause jah know i am not sure how mcuh longer i can take this
lol your post "dating a jamican man hillarious"

 

[Anada]

http://www.verneyresort.com/


this was the place we were gonna get married.....i plan on staying here hopefully for a good bit...its beautiful and very affordable.


i cant deal with with the women in his family...I CANT!! OH GOD!!!!!! Not even women...little 18 year old snots that feel they can invade our space as they please....or intrude on our little date times and night...

i.e: OH where are u guy s going, well IM coming oo mi nah business... really?? really??

i.e: our wedding night between his young aunt, cousins: over 60 missed called....cause they wanted us to take them out go partying...

i.e: me almost getting a work put in....and his 3 year old niece banging down the door every morning for food.....cause shes smart and knows when we shop.....but ur mother can feed u in the morning, or have the sense to know husband and wife deh a hol a rest??

at first u know....when u getting to know ppl ok....but honestly...it never ends....it never ends.....

his male cousin...only this one - come in like him foo fool.....he'll sit there in the room with us the WHOLEEEEEEE damn day.....and stare at my ass, while my man and i are on the bed...not ever stopping to think we wanna be alone.


one night my man and i went to bed early...and same foofool was calling out his name at LEAST a few hundreds time and my man there passed out sleeping and im getting real annoyed so figured ifi just ignored him hed go away...or just sits there and tried to finish off our smokes....or something. im just fed up...honestly...

its gonna take me everything i have to keep my cool.....i dont spend all this money to go down, and deal with this shit time and time again...normally the money i bring down last for food for the week, and a lil entertainment....but u know what...im better using off the living money....from living in PEACE!

im supposed to be building a house there right?? Lord have mercy.........

i just am already feeling bitter and i havent even got there yet...but I HAVE to remember the reason im going is for him, for better or for worse :-\


after a few days a last time of his cousin the foofool literally following backa man and me, non stop....we'd be at one shop, then 5 feet over i took my man to an ice cream shop...to get ice cream for everyone u know....but FAKKK can u not just bil in one spot.....i actually turned around and said DO YOU HAVE TO FOLLOW US EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!!!! ur a big old 19 year old man go look a gyal...and tap gwaan so foofool. CHA!!! My husband is a lil younger than me....and he quite mature but GOD KNOWSSSS the same cant be said for enough still...they either mature or not...no in between...

 

[Anada]

u know i dont mind going out with other couples...but to constantly go 0out with tag a long....that are always hype hype and in ur ear while preeing ur wallet.... i aint the one.

 

[blondie1216]

Sounds like your hubby needs to out his foot down... They need to understand that you need your own time.. and only he can set them straight.

 

[Anada]

Sounds like your hubby needs to out his foot down... They need to understand that you need your own time.. and only he can set them straight.

i told him that....im like look...its your responsibility to talk up and say something...maybe u done wanna run em off like dog right...where he is...its very communal type of living...everyone on same scheme...but IM WAYYYYYYYY too old for this shit!!!

Ppl dont have sense or what???

 

[blondie1216]

i know how that is.. his niceness though will cause stress as you guys need your alone time together.. let him know how you feel so he can work on having a little more time for you or go stay at a hotel (if your pocket allows) where you can get a little piece of mind.

just a suggestion.

 

[chickie72]

morning forum family
congrats tha dahlia and lwu
HOPING AND PRAYING FOR SOME GOOD NEWS MYSELF THIS WEEK
seriously it's been 100 days today and nothing sighn
not even a we got your appliction so wait for us to approve you nothing
sigh hopefull this by the time i leave on friday i will get some kind of news
on the brighter note four days till i am in my babys arms again
it will only be for the long weekend but just seeing him agian will do me some good
i have been so depressed lately god i wish i knew something

Good luck Ready, I am praying for you to hear something this week. After the 114 days I waited, I know how much it is killing you and it is depressing too. Chin up, like you said at least you get to see your hubby this week!

 

[chickie72]

http://www.worldstarhiphop.com/videos/video.php?v=wshhfb64OVcxlAao2P7H


LMAO Dating a Jamaican ^^ LOL

LMAO that is to die for! I am sitting here with tears in my eyes.

 

[NEIKA]

which one...dating a jamaican, or the finger in ur doodoo rap ?? LOL

i only listened to the dating a jamaican one lol, i had to try real hard not to bus out a laugh in the office

 

[Anada]

anyhow...vent and delete...

so yea as u can tell im well maxed out for stress...from every angle whether it be here or there...

PMS is riding my brain....i feel emotional and sick...My husband phone been broken from last week, so every day he has to beg call, till he can get a new one...i just feel like everything a mess.

life used to be a whole lot more simple..........and sane....

 

[Anada]

thank u ceeallen....

my mother just called me telling me i need to leave right away...my Grandma now been admitted to the cancer ward, and wont make it till the end of this week...and shes asking for me...and im a 4 hours drive away..

i think that been riding on enough of my emotions lately...its all much and at once. its makingm e feel very sick