I need help. I am a pre- transition transman living in The Bahamas. Everyday is a contant struggle because if i am discovered, anyone can beat, rape or kill me and the police will do nothing. Currently, I am unable to secure a job because of the heavy discrimination against the LGBT community and political corruption in the country (my national exams and SAT scores are all well above average). I am unable to secure any entry level government jobs (even though I passed all exams) or private jobs (high religious affiliations). Because of the lack of accountability persons can outright refuse jobs. My political affiliation also does not help because jobs are given based on which party is voted for. The inability to provide myself with basic human needs is causing a strain on my mental health. Moreover, my inability to speak with a therapist and receive proper help isnt helping. I have little hope left, suicide is the only other option. I need to leave this place, can anyone help?