Hello my name is ninos I'm 21 years old , I applied for asylum refugee to enter canada from united states almost 2 years ago ( I was denied entry because of stupid petty misdemeanor theft charge under 500$ which it was really desperate times for me). Recently I was asked to leave since my case was denied and I had 30 days to leave ( which I didn't know but they said once refugee case if denied u have 30 days to leave the country ) long story short I didnt know and my departure order turned into a deportation order. The reason I seemed refugee to canada was because my mom and my sister lives there, I am homeless in america , my parents are divorced and my dad kicked me out since 15 and I been homeless in america for almost 4 years until I decided to take refugee claim. But now I am deported back to the states , my mom and sister are in canada and I'm here by myself, most of the nights I dont have roof under my head and I use public places that have wifi to post this. I spend most of my days and nights crying and being depressed. I have no one to hug no one for anything. Please if theres any way I could return to canada please I beg you to help me. ( my mom cannot sponsor me because we dont have money for anything literally) if someone knows how to help me in any kind of way please I will gladly appreciate it