Really sorry,to hear your whole situation first of all. I,will suggest go step by step apply for td which you have a fair,chance to get one as you were removed as a minor. I will suggest as you mentioned you,are physically abused recently as well start collecting evidences. I don't know how hard it will be for you to go to the dr. and get medical report as an evidence of abuse. You still have time so these proofs you can use at time of,appeal or td. Because,in canada based on my personal experience ( if you read my previous posts I have been through interview,for h&c) whatever you say if,you have evidence or documents to prove it. They will believe you. So that medical proofs will further make your case strong and can be considered as a factor towards h&c grounds. Plus,you are right don't waste your hard earned money you will definetly need it once you are in canada. Rather be very careful with it as in your situation your family can try to take it n that's all you have to establish yourself in future. Be strong, be brave n hopefully soon u will be in canada. Best of luck.