Yes but my biggest emotional problem (not the same as you guys) my real ache is my own family (mom, dad etc). I been here soooo long (22 years) and every time I go back home, im soooo happy but when its time to return I get really depress. Its affecting my whole family life and health. I feel very alone here. My husband and kids have agree to move back for good as its actually affecting my health (believe or not). ~Luckily the VO office does not need any medical from me as I would fail. Im on medications at the moment. Its ok with him as he has a sister in Toronto. That is why I get very disappointed when our application process does not go to plan. This forum helped me out. I've got place to talk to. Oh ya, I speak to my husband but he is not as sympathetic as the people in this forum who are yearning to be with their love ones (may it be husbands, wife etc) but me Im yearning soooo bad for my family. :'( :'( :'(
I really thought being with my husband and kids would be enough, but not with me, I also need my own family so run to or for support. Hope you understand, I know that other people wont.