Jaania sis,,, how come u cant go back to be wit ur husband n then come back wit him?
or u cant? becuz this is too much torture for one person....
remember "Allah swt doesn't not push a person unless they can handle it"
so i am admired by ur patients n how strong u are in being in the position ur at...
and I pray that insha'allah Allah swt bring u great news soon...
but i would strongly advice u that u should be wit ur husband, even if Chc is having fun takin their time...
u should be wit ur husband n the long time wont matter as much....
enjoy ur precious years with ur husband untill he comes to be wit u in Canada....
im pretty sure u can do that if not
remember all of us here are praying for u and everyone else in this forum to be reunited wit their spouses soon
AMEEN