Age:31, Single and came to India last year in January (2020) after staying in US for almost 9 years. Went for US for master's when I was barely 21, and returned last year after lot of thoughts due to personal reasons.
Things have gone really bad in these 16 months and I am kind of desperate to leave India. I realized my mistake, but unfortunately I did not plan for a backup while returning. I am trying for Canada, my CRS is 467 and NOC code is 2147 for FPGA Design Engineer which is part of monthly tech draws. I have education in same field and working in this domain for almost 7+ years.
I entered my profile on 14th April to later realize latest tech draw was on 13th and I missed it by 1 day. But I keep getting weird thoughts in my mind, from past several months that maybe that's my destiny. I gave IELTS 5 times to get the acceptable score (L, S, W, R of 9,8,7,9) in these risky COVID times. Now that I would not be picked up from Express entry for OINP. I have BMI of 34 (Was originally 41), and recently I started slight medication for my Blood pressure as my blood pressure of high was reaching 140. I am slightly pre-diabetic with h1c 6.1. Although I am much healthier than before and exercise daily and walk for 1 hour and cover 6.5 Km. So now I keep getting thoughts I would be rejected in medical or India would go in another lockdown and police certification.
I sometimes regret I came back to India without a backup, I should have done this Canadian thing while I was in US. I earn decent money with my base salary above 35Lacs in India, but no matter how much money I get I dont think I can adjust and live happily here as most of my adulthood was in US. This I realized only after coming back to India. I don't know, please suggest.
Thank You
Things have gone really bad in these 16 months and I am kind of desperate to leave India. I realized my mistake, but unfortunately I did not plan for a backup while returning. I am trying for Canada, my CRS is 467 and NOC code is 2147 for FPGA Design Engineer which is part of monthly tech draws. I have education in same field and working in this domain for almost 7+ years.
I entered my profile on 14th April to later realize latest tech draw was on 13th and I missed it by 1 day. But I keep getting weird thoughts in my mind, from past several months that maybe that's my destiny. I gave IELTS 5 times to get the acceptable score (L, S, W, R of 9,8,7,9) in these risky COVID times. Now that I would not be picked up from Express entry for OINP. I have BMI of 34 (Was originally 41), and recently I started slight medication for my Blood pressure as my blood pressure of high was reaching 140. I am slightly pre-diabetic with h1c 6.1. Although I am much healthier than before and exercise daily and walk for 1 hour and cover 6.5 Km. So now I keep getting thoughts I would be rejected in medical or India would go in another lockdown and police certification.
I sometimes regret I came back to India without a backup, I should have done this Canadian thing while I was in US. I earn decent money with my base salary above 35Lacs in India, but no matter how much money I get I dont think I can adjust and live happily here as most of my adulthood was in US. This I realized only after coming back to India. I don't know, please suggest.
Thank You