Hello,
I'm new to the forum, actually i registered here just to post my personal story in return for some advises and guidness from you guys ;D
well ... i'm really confused between choosing to stay in my country or leave for good, i have a job here in my current country as a company Manager i get a salary 2000$ - 4000$ monthly, but i'm not happy at all with my life, i'm gay and i live in a Muslim country which i could be jailed for my sexuality at any time, i'm really afraid that if someday i'll get caught with a guy that everything i build and worked for my whole life will be destroyed this idea is freaking me out, so studying abroad for me is a run away from that fear but in the meanwhile i will lose my job and family here :'(
should i risk everything for better life, or keep hiding in the closet for the rest of my life??!!
Thank you and sorry for the long post.
I'm new to the forum, actually i registered here just to post my personal story in return for some advises and guidness from you guys ;D
well ... i'm really confused between choosing to stay in my country or leave for good, i have a job here in my current country as a company Manager i get a salary 2000$ - 4000$ monthly, but i'm not happy at all with my life, i'm gay and i live in a Muslim country which i could be jailed for my sexuality at any time, i'm really afraid that if someday i'll get caught with a guy that everything i build and worked for my whole life will be destroyed this idea is freaking me out, so studying abroad for me is a run away from that fear but in the meanwhile i will lose my job and family here :'(
should i risk everything for better life, or keep hiding in the closet for the rest of my life??!!
Thank you and sorry for the long post.
