Long story short. I got my refugee claim rejected several months ago, after that I didn't went to any of the appointments they gave me, so at the end i got a warrant.
At first my intention was to stay here but I had some bad luck strikes, I lose my job, I got robbed and my health it's been deteriorating. I'm living in a shelter burning my savings, so honestly I'm not living good, I'm not having a decent life and I feel like shit all the time. So I was thinking in giving myself up to the CBSA and trying to restart my life in my home country with the saving I have instead of just burning them here with no a near sight of improvent here and honestly I feel like shit using city resources (homeless shelter, etc) so I'd rather get deported.
I have my doubts though, if I decided to giving myself up to CBSA to be deported:
-what would be the process to do such thing?, go the office and saying what?
-will they take away my cash(I have all my money in cash, is less than 10k)?
-Will they throw me in any flight back to my home or could I ask them for sending me to a familiar place?, my country is big.
-Will they put me in jail?, I known they can detain me and most likely will do, but will I be charge with something and throw in jail?, I'm worry particularly about this
Basically I'm worry of being put in jail and stripped away of the few resources I have. I need to say that I AM NOT proud of anything, my intention was to have a life here and being a productive person in the canadian society. In my country I'll be disfranchised but at least I can get access to free healtcare which I really need lately and hopefully recover enough to start working normally again.
I'm hoping no one get mad or something, I just need help.
At first my intention was to stay here but I had some bad luck strikes, I lose my job, I got robbed and my health it's been deteriorating. I'm living in a shelter burning my savings, so honestly I'm not living good, I'm not having a decent life and I feel like shit all the time. So I was thinking in giving myself up to the CBSA and trying to restart my life in my home country with the saving I have instead of just burning them here with no a near sight of improvent here and honestly I feel like shit using city resources (homeless shelter, etc) so I'd rather get deported.
I have my doubts though, if I decided to giving myself up to CBSA to be deported:
-what would be the process to do such thing?, go the office and saying what?
-will they take away my cash(I have all my money in cash, is less than 10k)?
-Will they throw me in any flight back to my home or could I ask them for sending me to a familiar place?, my country is big.
-Will they put me in jail?, I known they can detain me and most likely will do, but will I be charge with something and throw in jail?, I'm worry particularly about this
Basically I'm worry of being put in jail and stripped away of the few resources I have. I need to say that I AM NOT proud of anything, my intention was to have a life here and being a productive person in the canadian society. In my country I'll be disfranchised but at least I can get access to free healtcare which I really need lately and hopefully recover enough to start working normally again.
I'm hoping no one get mad or something, I just need help.