First off, please refrain from making casual judgments on my person based on quick observation.
You will go far with that attitude, please note that angelbrat qualified the post with "I know nothing about this situation".
Clearly making judgements based on quick observations, is all that is possible.
When you post on an open forum, you get opinions and judgements, the only choices that you have is to either refrain from posting, or ignore the replies..
FWIW I doubt that the hardship that you perceive, is a good reason, because others in your country fulfill the national obligation.
You may "feel very strongly that my life and future is here", however, you are a citizen of a country other than Canada.
What country is this?