Frustrations....

hi everyone....

The last time I was here was like a year ago.
I had been interviewed at the Canadian embassy here in makati that time.
guess what? I was denied... they said that my "husband" should stay here in the Philippines first for at LEAST A YEAR before they could give me a visa.
so I asked, How? His work is in Canada. He pays his apartment there and so our house here. I'm also working, but of course that's not enough for the two of us. There are not so many jobs to choose from in Philippines. He isn't professional, and just a working man. Then they didn't return my passport, documents i had submitted. We had appeals in Canada. First one was last year too. The judge said, our pictures were fabricated. Those were our trips here and abroad. We even showed tickets, hotel accommodations and testimonies from our friends and neighbors. All of those were invalid. My husband ( I call him this, but we're not yet legally married ) will be returning again here soon, and we're planning to go abroad. But of course we can't do this because I don't have a passport. Can anybody tell me how to get it, or is it even possible even if there's an appeal going on. I feel like Canada is not for me. So, I told my husband that perhaps he just have to move here with me. When can it be, I don't know... I don't care any place in the world as long as we're together. It's always killing me being apart with him. But this immigration process won't kill my love for him. We had sacrificed too much, and yet we are getting nothing....